Wish we never met-Goodbye!!!

Dedicated to: You( A sudden flashback that led me to write down)

Hi again! What should I start with?'Hi' or 'Dear'?'Hi' is too casual and 'Dear' is a lil archaic. Maybe I must go a little deeper into the question and I gonna find out the answer "For whom I'm writing for?".  An older me, who would one day look at it and smile after realising how emotional fool the younger one was? For a brother who would pull leg endlessly if he finds out about this? For the best-friend who would tease or for the boy I wish, I had never met with.

I believe "When you can't reach the ending of a story, give it a beautiful turning so that you can sometimes turn over the pages to refresh your memories." 

 
 OK!lemme forget the reason, and get straight into it.

I was always an unrealistic dreamy one, a girl relating real facts with the virtual world built by films seen or stories heard. Since I have seen those films, always believed in long-lasting, true, long-awaited, (one-sided may be) love stories, the stories where after a lot of fight, tears, and drama, at last, the girl gets the man of her love or the girl gets tied into knot with the man she was always willing to be some way or the other and a happy ending.

So it was a sweaty afternoon, and I, along with my only friend (headphone) was walking in the lane, muted the entire world around. I was into some deep thoughts and suddenly a shadow passed by. We both noticed, but I preferred to be silent and not to include in my thought process, so did I. The next morning was again a fresh start followed by regular classes as usual and then retreating back to our respective hostels. With studies, exams and lot many engaging activities, time passed by. Here I came to the end of one semester of my college days. So, life started getting more complex day by day and college is a place that teaches you "LIFE" and it's literal meaning. It is a free overall grooming session. But it's your life, and whatever is the after the result is your choice.
But, it is also the time, when you feel the variations in your emotional system, and correlate every other song and film with your life, where you cry your heart out or burst out in laughter by watching a film or rather relate with yourself being the victim or protagonist or maybe the main character. After all our life is also like a film, the only difference is that 'Films  have scripts and the script-writer decides the ending of the story and director decides how will it be presented to the audience whereas,   in reality, LIFE is unpredictable, a total mystery in itself where you never know what/where are your next stop '. #Reality-check
So, it was almost the mid of the semester, and I was almost lost in the huge waves and my only support was my own hands to hold upon. Like every other teenager, with dreams in my eyes, I tried to explore everything possible and try every new possible thing. It was time to join university clubs.
As per my schedule, I went to do the university co-curricular zone, was just waiting for my turn and all of a sudden my eyes fell into that soul, the soul that once passed by.
I had intentions to interact, though I did not have any clue how to pursue though. So, there was he, having his brownish eyes focused on his work, bold yet soft. After all, eyes are the windows to one's soul. So, on some regular visits to that place, got a chance to interact and after a few more interactions, a bonding grew up. So, we found out various mediums to interact. Gradually we found out, our likings and dislikings somewhat match and I could hear my heart beating out louder "He is the one" whereas my brain yet had some confusions. It was a phase of time where everything is a mixture of aggression along with a huge emotion left behind, a bottled up energy in itself.
As usual, good things never stay longer. So with a sudden thunder strike, things started scattering into pieces, into small parts, hard enough to assemble together. So, I started asking myself "What happened to my fairytale? Isn't it the one? Isn't he the one?".Then a question arises"Why we even met?" followed by blame-game. No reply came from the other end. It's necessary to understand, real-life situations do not have an expected result, not every friendship turns into a love story(the one everybody will praise and remember), not every story has a happy ending. Yep! now it's time to realise that the moment to utter the word already arrived, the time to say "Goodbye!!". Now, this meaning of goodbye is different from the meaning in the Oxford dictionary. Generally, this goodbye meant a compromise. A time to feel and relate all the sad songs and stories at an intense level.
 It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashback that follows.
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Present(Hey there ! Cheer up) :
A letter to all went to something same like this or is suffering-
C'mon, it's not the end, neither it's the beginning, it's just a phase of your life, a step towards being adult. You will get intense energy at this phase to achieve something big! Don't waste this energy, utilize it positively. Everything occurs for a reason, either learn from it or regret later, it's completely your choice. Life is like a rollercoaster ride, do experience every up and down. You aren't alone.
And yes "Someone, somewhere is waiting for you, have patience and wait for the right time"